Jam

Brother is playing at the Union Gardens tonight - @LostandSound. Drumming the hell out of that set!  Pictures to follow.

In the meantime, sold a shelf, painted over the history on my walls (story about that later), and did an apt showing.

Phase 1 almost complete.  Denver, you are on the horizon...you big beautiful golden goose.

Down and Out

When the weather is bad, who wants to do a damn thing?

Paint the apt - Ya I'll get to that.
Pay the rent - why did I pick such a pricey place (oh ya, cause I thought this guy was living with me)
Hang out with people - Right now I hate everyone (not sure why)
Blog - I guess I'll post body shots and angry lyrics.

Must be a Thursday.

For a more in depth explanation of where I'm at today, visit http://castormcqueen.tumblr.com/ .  At least I'm still in the green mentally.

In a lot of ways thats ironic.

+Kaitlyn Davis I need a sound track for feeling blue.

Spend Wisely

So, Macklemore, you just made thrifting fun again.  FACT - A $50 t-shirt is getting swindled.

In this phase of moving, I have a new appreciation for used items.  Not only can I sell mine, but when I start over in Denver, best believe I will be hitting your:

Goodwills
Buffalo Exchanges
Plato's Closets
Salvation Armys
Craigslist
etc.

(Denverites, if you have other recommendations, get at me.  LEAVE A COMMENT!!)

Down with shopping malls!  Up with Thrift!!
Will make any moves you are all going through way better.

Guaranteed.

MACKLEMORE & RYAN LEWIS - THRIFT SHOP FEAT. WANZ (OFFICIAL VIDEO)

Go Forth and Thrift...With This Song.  This is Fucking Awesome.

Video Analysis 2!

.05 - Look at the girl (left) and guy (mid right) on those trike-bikes.  Already this video is amazzzzzing

.26 - Washington plates on the De Lorean.  Ice!!

.33 - 7-11 is not a thrift shop.  But wouldn't it be sick if thrift shops sold slushies?!

1:02 - R-Kelly would make one fucked up super hero.

1:15 - Small electronics $.49?!  Daaaaammmnnnnn

1:38 - Can anyone else pull off those shoes? If you can, pic reply to this please.

1:53 - She is gonna pop something! haha. Coolest person in the video by far.

2:00 - Did she pick those guys up at the thrift store?  They look stoked.

2:02 - Oh hey! The Kennedy section.

2:07 - Kurt Cobain - represent!

2:12 - Is that Marilyn Monroe beneath Kennedy? Those two...

2:20 - It's so FLUFFYYYY!!

2:52 - I SPY a mailbox, skis, and a guitar.

3:05 - Only a black guy could pull of that suit.  Look how happy he is!

3:23 - Ya huge giraffe :)

3:46 - Hey put that shit back! You are making a mess...

3:52 - Cute

Photo Shoot Results

The results are in.  Check us out!

http://castormcqueen.tumblr.com/

+Kaitlyn Davis

Snow Pains

Snow has frozen my progress.  Planned trip to sell the things I've held onto - cancelled.  So they sit in boxes next to my TV, staring me in the face.  The rest of it sits beneath the white blanket outside in a cold steel dumpster.  Truth be told I almost filled half of the damn thing.

There is one more bag....
A blue one.  Fitting, since the things inside of it make my insides that color.  Even so, I can't part with them.  Not yet.  Just like those troublesome memories that make this place colder than the frozen things outside my window.

I should feel better.  I should feel cleansed.  I should feel like this whole thing is an adventure.

But I don't.  I'm angry.  As I purge everything from my home, I remember how I used to believe I had everything.  A great job.  A future.  A home.  A love I thought was true.  Now I have none of it.  I'm starting over, from the absolute bottom.

Believing now as I did when I was a child (that everything will turn out) I can't help but wonder what really will happen to me now.

The snow has not stopped.

If It Kills Me by Jeffree Star (w/Lyrics on screen)